The best way to change is the change from within. If you are able to that, everything else will follow.
I’m glad I’m on my way to it! :)
Months ago, I was just a newly graduate. I studied in one of the best schools for teacher education. I surpassed all the requirements of my professors! I graduated with flying colors! (We even had fireworks during the graduation ceremony!) And now, I am here typing these things during my vacant time in school. (But actually, I have a lot of informal themes to check.) Anyway, I still decided to write this blog. Going back, I am just so happy to share that I am more okay now. I feel better now. I am renewed. After all the things I’ve encountered, I feel I redeemed myself now. Why? Because before I write this blog, a lot of things happened in my life. As a new teacher, I had to adjust so much to the demands of work. There were a lot of time when I totally give up. I experienced absenting myself from my classes. I lied from my boss and co-teachers. I feel so down and depressed about myself. I keep thinking that maybe, teaching is not for me. It’s not what I want to be. I want to try another things. To discover myself more.
But in this course I am taking, I also realize how to pause for a while and just be thankful for all the blessings God has been giving me.
At this point, I really want to thank God for giving me so much opportunities wherein I can discover myself. Wherein I can improve myself. Because all this time, I do not appreciate the great things he has doing in my life. I keep looking for things I do not have. I do not focus on the things that I have.
And with that, I also want to thank all the people that God used for me to achieve the things I have now. I thank God for everything I have now. May I be more responsible now for these things. And be more focused this time. :)
The more specific you are about what upsets you, and why, the clearer you can make your desires.
clarify your desires.
As of 11:12AM,I am here.. reading the things on how to beat depression:
And it’s all about CHANGE. :)
Let me just share with you the things I wanna do that will help me become a more productive person.
1. Spend my NON-WORKING time with the people I love the most. MY FAMILY.
2. Read more books so that I will continue to be more knowledgeable so that I will be more confident about myself.
As of now, these are the two things I would really want to do. And I think I really have to start it now. I need it so bad.